entrusted.hearts.

it feels soooo good to have my
best friend

completely back in my life again.

it amazes me how God works. Entrusting you with the hearts and lives of so many people over the course of your life. I say entrusting you, bc I dont believe they are actually given to us. They ultimately belong to Him. And He is free to take them (however He choses) whenever He choses. Ive discovered this truth recently. I guess I use to look at it in terms of owning a relationship with my friends and family. Like it was actually mine and I had control over it. But I know now that GOD is in complete control and they all belong to Him. Some come for just a short while, and others are there to stay. And I can say in all honesty that Im completely thankful for every person God has placed in my life. There are many that arent here now due to many different reasons...but I wouldnt take back the time I had w/them for anything. Then there are some who haven't been around NEAR as much as I'd love for them to be lately...and Im desperately hoping to fix that. There are also some who came in and have never left and will remain by my side until the end of time. And then there are some, who came in and although they seemed to fade out for a season, came back only to form a stronger bond. In my opinion (and past experience) while the degree of the relationship may change, those are the ones that you know arent going anywhere. They never really LEFT they just faded out, only to realize that your relationship means so much more than they/you imagined. Those are the ones that are there for life. Its amazing to know God actually loves us enough and trusts us enough to form these bonds and have these relationships with these wonderful, amazing people....