Blessed.

God is good. Always.

I dont know how or why things happen, but God does. And I am sooooo thankful, grateful, and blessed beyond measure, to know the One who knows all things!!!! And I am sooo unbelievably grateful to Him for my relationships. In a time of uncertainty and doubt and darkness...HE is there. He has shown up so strongly too!! Makes my heart jump w/joy!! Not only is my relationship w/my Creator growing and maturing DAILY, I have also been allowed to maintain a deep friendship w/my "E.F.F" :) that no (earthly) person can take away...one that has helped me soooo much in dealing w/all the other things God has thrown at me. Its been so great to get to talk to him through all this and have him there, understanding, and still serving as my friend, even through all we've been through. AND God has brought some friends (both old and new) back into my life and I couldnt be more amazed at His work!!! Just a few short wks ago I was unsure and in a very dark, scary place...but God flips all that around the second you give your all over to Him!! And I am still a lil nervous haha but I am sooooo excited for all He's bringing about in my life!! I know He has great plans for me and I am seeing them come into focus..a day at a time and for now, that is all I need. Its strange how you can say in all honesty that you are thankful for pain and suffering. It almost sounds unhuman like to say that haha But thats when Im reminded, yet again, that it IS my unworldly self saying that!!!! Its my "Ive got Jesus living and breathing in and through me" self!!! haha And so...yeah. Ive been given this chance to completely let go and TRUST (something Ive expressed on here as always had a hard time with...) and boy oh boy at what God can/will do when you're surrendered and willing. :) God is good. Always.