New Favorite!!

"I lost my keys in the great unknown, And call me please 'Cuz I can't find my phone. This is the stuff that drives me crazy, This is the stuff that's getting to me lately. In the middle of my little mess, I forget how big I'm blessed. This is the stuff that gets under my skin, But I gotta trust You know exactly what You're doing. It might not be what I would choose, But this is the stuff You use"

-oh how I looove this song!!!!!

Pretty sure this is the theme song to my life right now...haha

LOVE Francesca and LOVE these lyrics!!! ♥ 
 

♥

"Do not spoil what you have
by desiring what you have not;

remember that what you now have was
once among the things you only hoped for."

Thanks to Lacey T. for this lovely quote that I needed sooo much yesterday!!!! :)

02.20.2011♥

This weekend has been amazing...

Friday-Chad finally got his buck mount back from Halloween..when we were NOT hunting haha the day we were wearing jeans and taking pictures and just happened upon a huge 10 pointer lol (looks awesome!:) Ate Captain D's...chilled at Amber & Adams for a few then back to my house to chill.

Saturday-Headed out to fish (with no luck, but still had a great time!) went to the hunting property to ride the fourwheeler and cleaned up a little where the snow/storms had knocked trees down in the roadways. And walked around looking for sheds and I found a stinkin half eaten COW LEG!!!!! Bahahahaha!!!! I saw something long and black with 'blood and guts' on one end and freaked out so I yelled for Chad and when he got to me we walked over to it and got a closer look and saw a HOOF!!! LOL!!! I freaked out!! Then laughed and took a picture of it!! hahaha! It was the most insane thing ever! I mean, there is a farm (w/cows) close to our property but this was out in the middle of our land and all by itself...soo random! lol As disgusting as it was, we were both pretty amused by it lol We were there until dark and then rode to his casa & stayed or a few then to grab pizza and back to my house.

Sunday-Church was amazzzzing this morning!!! That message was EXACLY what both Chad and I needed to hear...with lots thats going on lately it was as if God had that msg planned just for the two of us. I am soo soooo glad I was there for that message!!!!! BUT, that wasnt an accident, God knew we'd be there :) I am so sooo excited about what God is going to do next in our lives!!!!! After church we went to Bojangles, back to Chads to change into outdoor clothes lol then went to the ATV park but it was closed for the winter...lame! Then went to the shooting range to shoot my gun (that I got for Christmas, but STILL havent shot yet lol) but they were closed bc it was a SUNDAY..???? Grrrr...lol THEN we went fishing for a few (long enough for Chad to whip me in the neck with a darn moss mouse!!!! bahahaha!!) he went to throw out (really hard and fast) and his pole hit a tree and the line and the lure (which was MY white mouse lol) whipped me in the neck! lol It hit me so hard that I didnt know what it was...I thought I had been bit!! LOL! I started bawling! But Chad, the ever so sweet boyfriend, came to my rescue and after I was done crying we laughed histerically for about 15minutes! haha! We then decided to head back to the hunting property and shoot my gun then ride some more there. I finally shot my gun (got it all on tape...pretty hilarious haha) and I love love LOVE it!! (Cant wait to practice some more and HOPEFULLY get myself a buch this season!:) Then we spent the entire rest of the day riding around. It was so much fun!!

This weekend was great bc we didnt have to get all dressed up and go somewhere, no one had to be anywhere at a certain time (besides church of course), were didnt have to rush, it was just a chill wknd doing whatever we felt like doing!! Soooo much fun!!!! I hate Sunday nights though....they're always the hardest. Means I usually dont get to see Chad until Thursday or Friday...which is hard. That and, I usually dont get to talk to him much during the week either. PRAYING something changes with his crazy work schedule and he doesnt have to do this 'killing himself by working so much' for much longer.....its not healthy for him (or his sanity! haha) and its really hard on me (which, I probably shouldnt complain...but we use to see each other everyday when we first met and for the first couple of years...its just aggrevating) BUT, God is good and He's gonna take care of us!!! Just gotta keep praying about it and trusting!!! :) For now, soo happy to be blessed with an amazing best friend who I can call my boyfriend and for a beautiful beautiful weekend!!!

Teenage Dream (Boyce Avenue piano acoustic cover)

im in LOVE with this version of this song!!!

his voice, and the 'edited' lyrics to make it more

not so lusty is amazzzing!! love love love!!!! :)

Prayer Request!

Please join in praying for a little boy named Harley!!!! One of my friends posted on facebook that his neighbor's son was in a fourwheeler accident and now is at the childrens hospital with liver and lung damage...Im praying for God's healing, for God to surround this family with love and peace during this time, and wisdom for the doctors as they continue to monitor this little boy over the next 24hrs!!

Well, here it is!!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/aw_walkbyfaith/

My new Flickr account! The 'new blog' thing didnt work out for me (wordpress isnt much fun lol) and I reeeally wanna keep this one! Just bc Ive put so much of myself and my life (into words) into this one...I wanna be able to continue to go back and reread all that God has lead me to and pulled me through :) So, until I decide to upgrade this one Ive created a new flickr for pictures and will be posting away on there :) Enjoy!

im taking way too many pics w my ipod... :)

Ok since ive had NO luck on the new blog and my new toy has a thing toupload straight to flickr thats what im going to do! :) im creating a new flickr tonight & will be once again sharing my pictures ;) ill probably start over on my 365 there too come march!!

Lilli 2♥

Lilli's Christmas from Bill Jones on Vimeo.

Simply amazing. Love this family and I dont even know them! haha!

BTW, check out http://www.showhope.org/ for more

about adoption and how you can help!!!!

Lilli 1♥

Lilli Hope from Bill Jones on Vimeo.

Wow...watch this video, then the next one Im posting. These had me in tears..possibly the sweetest thing ever! Oh my oh my, God is soooo good!!!

Honesty....

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus" -Philippians4:6-7

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths" -Proverbs3:5-6

Im CLINGING to these two verses!!!!!! God is good, and He WILL provide!!!!!

A little honesty for tonight. To ask for prayer, but mainly because I feel it helps both myself and others to be completely honest and not pretend to be 'perfect' or something Im not. Ive helped and been helped tons by pure honesty and so here we are...Im sharing.

Im going through a growing, trying, testing time right now and Im not handling it so well, in all honesty. But I have an amazing God who reminds me daily of His unending love for me and His greatness!!! And I have the most wonderful, thoughtful, loving boyfriend who helps me when Im down and when I loose sight of the things that matter. And for that I am undescribably thankful!!! But here's a little of how I 'work' and what Im dealing with lately....I get down when things dont go 'as planned' or 'as expected'...in the time that I THOUGHT they would....but I forget that its all God's perfect plan and all on HIS perfect timing, not my own. THEN, I proceed to beat myself up for falling short...for doubting...for not trusting...for stumbling...for sinning...for forgetting that God is God and I am not. So it only makes matters worse. First I doubt or sin...THEN I beat myself up for it. Its been really hard on me lately....example, I will have serious anxiety (which is not trusting, but trying to 'control') then will have semi depression (and angry at myself) bc of my actions/thoughts..BC of the anxiety. Its CRAZY!!

BUT Im reminded that we ARENT perfect...that God will still continue to grow us and mature us in Him up until the time of His return. And because I AM human and not yet in Heaven and Christ hasnt returned...that means that I am not immuned to failing. To sin. To doubt. Or all other earthly things. But its what I do with it that counts though...and tonight I am reminded that Christ is still maturing me and He ISNT giving up on me....and He loves me UNCONDITIONALLY, and I refuse to let this anxiety/sadness/disappointment (in myself) keep me down. I WILL get back up again!!!! And in the process I am clinging to these two verses (along with many more promises of God) that HE is there for me and loving me, even in my failure, but also that I dont have reason to doubt....I just have to work on focusing on HIM, capturing every thought...and He will come through...in HIS WAY & in HIS TIME!!!!!!!!! Ive tasted that peace (as it talks about in phil.4:6-7) and Im ready to have it again!!!!! Tonight, I ask you to help in praying for me in this growing time as I KNOW God is growing my patience and trust (and whatever else that may not be known yet.) And Im proclaiming this new 'stress/anxiety free April' as already into existence, because I know that if I ask for things in line with God's will, it WILL most certainly be done!!!!!!! :)

On the road to a new ME!!

Want!

http://www.belkai.com/blog/2011/01/25/new-design-available-at-jjheller-com/

Love, Want, Neeeeed this necklace!!! :)

♥What Love Really Means♥

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that

neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities,

nor things impending and threatening nor things to

come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything

else in all creation will be able to seperate us from the

love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

-Romans 8:38-39

THIS is love.....And it is free for US ALL!!!!!!

Weather you have someone to celebrate today

with or not, you ARE loved!! You are loved

with a love that is greater than any human love

you'll ever know....and that IS reason to celebrate!

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!!!!!!!!

♥♥♥♥

My Valentine..

Is coming to mi casa after work to spend the evening with me!!!! We rarely ever see each other during the week but especially on mondays!! Yay for valentines day!! And yay for having my amazing boyfriend to spend it with!!!!! Can't wait til 6:00 ;)

Psalm 143:8

This morning at church the msg contained Psalm 143 and as I referred to my Bible during the service I realized a verse that I had highlighted and marked with the date 8.13.10. August 13th was the night before going to meet with Chad to 'talk' about things for the first time since we had broken up 3months earlier. It was a meeting that I had prayed about for a while and had a peace about when and how to go about it. We had some things that needed to be said and put behind us, before either of us could move forward...in what ever direction that was to be. Ive written about it on here before, it was a day of major confirmation for me. I had went there to hear Chad out and to give my blessing on things and to end this 'silent period' we had had...so that we could remain friends in the future. BUT I prayed for God's will...for His guidance and direction and for HIM to move in both our hearts in the direction/way that was in line with HIS WILL...no matter how bad it might hurt, the initial the pain it might cause. That night before, I sat praying and reading my Bible to still my anxious heart. I had no clue how the next morning was going to go...but I did know 100% certain that whatever happened, I would hold on to it as God's perfect will for my life in this season that I was in. I had absolute faith that God would move in a mighty way and help me have a peace about the direction Chad and I were to go after this day. If it were the end of the line for us, then I was ok w/that bc I knew that God was going to show me that and that I was going to be ok. If it were just the start of a new step in our relationship, then I would be ok w/that too. I honestly went into that day with complete trust in God, and not in my own 'hopes' for how the day would turn out. As you may know, from reading my previous posts about that day...it was mind blowing how freely we spoke to each other, accepting all that was said to one another...I could feel God moving in us that day and helping us to hear one another out and mostly to forgive one another of some things that were brought about that day. After talking for a long long while, we both agreed the talk was such a relief and felt so confident after it that God was moving and working...and honestly, were both sooo happy haha...that we decided to spend the rest of the morning/afternoon riding his fourwheeler around on grassy. Seriously, THE funnest day Ive had, ever. Ive never felt more at peace, more in line w/God's will, more loved, more RIGHT...in my life! And that day I decided to secure away the knowledge that no matter what may come at me, or us...this was it. Chad and I were going to be ok. We were going to overcome all that had been thrown at us the past few months. I am so extremely thankful for that day, and not just bc Chad and I are together now....but bc no matter the outcome, God showed up in a mighty way! He came to the rescue. Helped guide me when I needed it completely. And gave me that inner peace that only HE can give! And now, where I was going w/this story..hehe..during today's service as I followed along with Matt on Psalm 143, I came to verse 8 and was moved to tears. Again. :) I had highlighted this verse and put WOW beside it on the night of Aug 13th :) It says:

Cause me to hear Your

lovingkindness in the morning,

For in You do I trust;

Cause me to know the way in

which I should walk,

For I lift up my soul to You.

I was taken back to that night before the day on the mtn :) sitting on my bed, praying and reading my Bible and how God gave me peace and that He WAS gonna come through and shine bright that next morning..no matter how the events of the day unfolded. Still amazed at His lovingkindness, His direction&guidance and His greatness!!! And sooo soooo thankful for them all!!!!!!!!! ♥ Blessed Beyond Measure!!!!!!

Campingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pretty sure we're going
camping next weekend.....

*SQUEALS*
I can hardly wait!!!!!

Valentine's Wknd!

was AMAZZZING!!!! We spent it being lazy while Chad recovered from his bronchitis and upper respiratory infection....we watched tv, watched some movies, baked some cookies (that we're soo good...even at 1am hehe), played video games, taking goofy pictures, and just chilling....went to Fuji for valentine's dinner on Saturay night and this morning went to church (awesome msg!) and then to Miss Jolee's 1st Birthday party!!!! Then back to his casa for a nap haha. We did absolutely nothing but I had so much fun..it was very much needed. I love him sooo much!!! He's the bestest!! Soo glad he's feeling better, finally! And soo sooooo thankful to be spending this valentine's day with him!!!!!! Valentine's day for us is really a 'when we met' anniversary!! lol It was around this very time, five years ago that God crossed our paths for the first time...... Oh how grateful I am for that day!!!! Both of us were going through an insane time and were blessed sooo much by our meeting. God blows my mind with all He does and how He works. Ahhhh!!! Soo happy!!! :) I am truly truly blessed!!!!

Love

♥

"You see my anxious heart

You see what I am feeling

And when I fall apart

You are there to hold me

How great Your love for me

Now I see what You're thinking

You say I'm beautiful

Your voice is my healing"

i love britt nicole.

and this song, is exactly

my heart these last few wks.

love love love!

02.09.11

Well, Mason man is home from the ER....they managed to get his fever down, thankfully! But he does have the flu. :( Pray for him and his sweet big sister, they're both sick! And for mom and dad to stay healthy and able to care for the sweet babies! Thanks for all the prayers!!!!

I started my new Bible study booklet tonight that I bought over the summer...I bought it with another one (that I read already, and it was great) then after that I bought two more bigger Bible studies and did those and had actually forgotten about this one......funny how I found it at JUST the right time. Its about loving like Jesus. And oh boy do I need to work on that....dont we all? Loving the perfect ppl isnt really love is it? It becomes a virtue when we love the unloveable. My devotion was actually about that this morning and I will post that tomorrow (its late and Im drugged w/some max. strength mucinex so Im about to hit the hay:) but it tlks about exactly the same thing. God is def showing me some new things in this area, and I am ready and excited! Stay tuned to see where God's taking me on this new journey. :) Lots of love to all!!!!!

Lord, I thank you sooo much for your unconditional lasting love!!! A love that I def dont deserve!!! Please fill me with Your Love and help me to see and love EVERYONE as you see and love them. :) Amen!

Yay!

I know its you love...ipad...hehe!

I LOVE YOU CCH!!!! ♥

Prayers please!!!

My best friend just texted me and they're at the hospital with her little boy who is running a fever of 105! Please say a prayer for him!!!

Also, say a prayer for some friends of mine...they lost their grandmother this morning!

♥

love love LOVE this man!!!!

Ive created my 365 (just gotta finish adding pics then I'll post the link:) And so now I have a little bit of free room on here for pictures...lame!!!! lol But I just edited this one a min ago on my ipod and loved it..had to post bc this man makes me SOOO STINKIN HAPPY!!!!!! He is the best!!! And we've been talking lots and lots about a possible beach trip this summer, and I am soooo excited!!!! We had decided we weren't gonna get to go this year bc we're both trying to save hardcore for other more important things, but if we can go somewhere for a 4day wknd or something then we're going!!! I am SO pumped!! Just talking about the beach in this cold, freezing, snowy weather makes me a super happy girl!!!! ;)

365.

Ok so Ive decided to create a completely different blog for my 365. I will reblog all of mine, that are on here so far, to there (then delete them so I'll have at least SOME room on here..grrrr) That way I can continue my 365..for FREE!!!! (stupid blogger) And still blog on here. I will more than likely pay to keep this one going (again, stupid blogger!!!!) haha I am not very happy about this..as you can tell ;) But Ive LOVED blogging these past 9months!! So I as of now I am going to keep this one going. I will be creating my 365 soon and will let you in on the link. :) Thanks a ton for following me and taking the time to read my posts!!! Lots of LOVE, AW

SuperBowlSunday!

Getting ready then off to watch the Super Bowl with Chad and some friends!!!!! He is finally feeling slightly better and can get out of the house (yay!) and after taking mucinex Im feeling way better as well!!! Super excited about tonight and time w/my love!!!

BTW, yes I know my survey says TO and its suppose to day 'how often DO you visit my blog' lol BUT bc Ive had ppl vote it wont let me change it now. Anyway, still vote bc I had over 25 views just last night and only TWO of you have voted....shame shame! LOL! JK, but yes, I would LOVE for more ppl to fill me in on my survey! :) Hope everyone has a wonderful Sunday!!!! LOVES!!!

New!

I wanted to try something new w/my blog...I posted a survey on the left side. I may keep posting random surveys for you guys but for now I started with this one:

  

How often do you visit my blog?

:) Its private so I wont know who you are, but I'd still like to know if my views are all from the same people or if I just get found randomly. Either way, I am extremely happy to have soo many views each day!! But if you dont mind just take the poll for me! This could be the start of something fun for me! haha Hope you all have a blessed day!!!!

The options are: 

1. My first time.
2. Often.
3. Daily.

THANKS AGAIN!!!!!!! ♥AW

♥

HUNDRED MORE YEARS

almost made me cry...wow.

♥

it is

WORTH IT

to go listen to

this new album.

HA! but for real,

awesome song

as well :)

Love!!

SO LONG.

my new favorite song.

(and yes, I will probably post

each time I love a new song

on this upcoming album...lol)

Stop. Go. Now! :)

Oh my goodness! Stop what you are doing and go to Francesca's website

http://www.francescamusic.com/hundredmoreyears/?cmpid=020411fb

and share with your facebook/twitter friends and listen to her new album!!!!! Ahhhh!!!! Its already better than I'd hoped! And Im only on my second song! ha! "EMILY" is amazzzzzing. Such wonderful, truthful lyrics! I cant wait to own this cd!

♥

While we worry about how fast we grow, God is concerned with how strong we grow. God views our lives from and for eternity, so He is never in a hurry.

Just found one of my old noteboks [i have a million] and cried my eyes out at the words and truths I had written down..(this one is from the Purpose Driven Life)....God amazes me daily. I love when you find things like this just when you need them most. It helped me sooo much at the time I wrote it and then again today. I love my notebooks&heart;s maybe I'll compile them into one big book someday ;)

A Deep, Deep Love.

"And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ." -Ephesians 3:17-19

O the deep, deep love of Jesus!

'Tis a heav'n of heav'ns to me;

And it lifts me up to glory,

With You evermore to be.

Samuel Francis

When everything around us crumbles, we will always have the love of God. No matter how bad we mess up, no matter how unloved--or unlovable--we've been, His love endures forever. His love is so deep that it's incomprehensible. Sometimes the lack of love we give and receive makes it hard for us to accept and understand that God truly loves us. But He does, and His grace can help us understand and live out the loving affection our Father has for us.

The song "O the Deep, Deep Love of Jesus," penned by Samuel Francis in the 1800's, describes this vast love of God. Find comfort in the knowledge that God's love is unconditional and irresistible:

'Tis an ocean vast of blessing,

'Tis a haven sweet of rest.

Father, I know that You love me, but sometimes that reality is hard to accept. Help me live in Your love today, and help me share it with others. Amen.

[Inspired Faith]

Sooo....

Looks like I may be adding another blog for my 365 OR creating another Flickr account for it....bc I apparently cant upload anymore images to this blog? Really?? Blogger, I am thoroughly disappointed. To my followers, will continue to take my pictures and will post and catch up as soon as I decide which direction I am going to go.

Grrrrr..

I am soooooooo over the

cold AND the snow!!!!!!!!!!

Spring, pleeeease hurry and get here!! I'd

take pollen over this crap anyday!!!!

Yay!!!!

CANT HARDLY WAIT TIL HER NEW CD!!!!!!!!
I heard a couple of preview songs at her show this
past summer and I am SO excited! Plus I just found
out Dave Barnes is on one of the tracks. I have such
high hopes for this cd! lol But I know she wont dissapoint :)

365!

OK.....my gmail is making me mad. It is refusing to let me upload photos AGAIN tonight. I am getting reeeeally aggrivated with this thing. grrrrr. I took Jolee's one year pictures tonight and cant even post ONE picture!!!!! How am I suppose to continue my 365 if I CANT POST PICTURES?! Gmail. You stink. Get it together! Thanks. Sincerely, AW

♥

wow..that is too awesome!

Richard&Regina♥

5yrs ago this month God allowed my path to cross with this man's. I am and will forever be grateful for that amazing blessing. It has been a crazy past 5yrs full of many amazing ups and a few lowly downs, but I wouldnt trade it for anything. God's had his hand on us through it all. This sweet and loving man makes me so extremely happy and is my very best friend. He has shown me and given me a love that I never knew existed. Idk where I'd be w/out him!!

[I♥youCCH!]

God is good!

The story behind How He Loves
Uploaded by zacclay. - Watch more music videos, in HD!

even more awesome story!

God is soo good!!

How He Loves.

6:26 on is what really got me..

more ideas..

like this one too...

so indecisive.

as always.

more tatt thinking..

like this font.

♥

JMM.

How He Loves : A Song Story from john mark mcmillan on Vimeo.

Ive read about this story, long before I heard the song for the first time. Then listened to the song and just fell in love. It is just sooo powerful. Then DCB came out with in on the radio and although I love DCB it just wasnt as good as John Mark's version. (probably bc I heard it first..and the story behind it too) But I havent actually HEARD him tell about it, like this. Wow. This moved me!! I looovee the end w/everyone singing..powerful stuff!!! Now Im in need of hearing the whole song again :)

..

just saw this and ive always been curious..

just like most ppl are at some point, i believe..

i'd love to know if there is anything and what it would be.......

Ohhh...love! :)

one more..

Im afraid to admit it but he too is in my category...

haha! And he's soo young! lol I cant help it! Just

look at him.... :) Im not a huge Twilighter but I am

team Edward (something about the vampire

character lol) but when not talking about the

movie, he is totally on my list :) 

The Mechanic.

I think I may have a small crush on these two...hehe

I loved Ben in Flash Forward when I was itty bitty

but then saw Hostage and hated him (and the movie

bc it left me having nightmares! lol) and never really

watched him in anything else bc of that haha

but idk...after seeing the mechanic...these

two men have fallen into my crush category.

and there's not many in that any longer haha

Blessings Galore!!

Helloooooo February!!!!
2011 has been wonderful so far! I am so  grateful for new beginnings!! And the beginning of this year has already been full of blessings!!!!! I cant believe January has already came and passed!! But I am super excited for the rest of 2011!!!!!!! God is doing great things!!! ♥

Need!

Ahhhh!! This is it!!!!

I. WANT. THIS. TATTOO!!!!!!!!!!

And I will have it, soon enough!!!

Decision has been made ;)

♥

Keely +Kyle's Highlights Film from Joe Simon Films on Vimeo.

Oh my! Their vows got me!!! :) Soo sweet!!!

Ahhhh!!

Kim + Adam - St. John, Virgin Islands Wedding Film from Joe Simon Films on Vimeo.

Soooo....I wanna get married on a boat now!!! HAHA!! LOVE THIS!!!!

LOVE!

Brittany + Paul's Short Wedding Film - Dallas, TX from Joe Simon Films on Vimeo.

Absolutely precious!!

♥♥

love love LOVE this song!!!!!!!

LOVE THIS!

♥

appropriate for a blog :) and too cute

Day 32.

Cameras.

Off again today, managed to venture out and

snap a couple of shots that Ive been wanting

to do for a while now but havent. I ♥ my old cameras!

Fav!

ROSS: Everything is gonna be fine. The baby is sleeping.
RACHEL: What if she jumped out of the bassinet?
ROSS: Can’t hold her own head up, but yeah, jumped.

RACHEL: Oh my God, I left the water running!

ROSS: Rach, you did not leave the water running. Please, just pull yourself together, okay?

RACHEL: Did I leave the stove on?

ROSS: You haven’t cooked since 1996!

RACHEL: Is the window open because if the window is open, a bird could fly in there.

ROSS: Oh my God, you know what? I think you’re right. Listen, a pigeon… No, no, wait… An eagle flew in, landed on the stove and caught fire! The baby, seeing this, jumps across the apartment to the mighty bird’s aid. The eagle, however, misconstrues this as an act of aggression and grabs the baby in its talon. Meanwhile, the faucet fills the apartment with water. Baby and bird, still ablaze, are locked in a death grip, swirling around the whirlpool that fills the apartment.

RACHEL: Boy, are you gonna be sorry if that’s true.

Favorite episode of friends ever I do believe! haha! Oh my, I must stop

watching Friends clips and go to bed!! I could do this all night haha

btw, totally stole this from the internet & def didnt take the time to

make the pic or type all that out lol but it made me laugh, had to repost!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

mmm..love this show!! and looovee me

some ross and rachel!!!! :) kinda reminds

me of some april and chad experiences...

lol except thankfully it didnt take 10yrs

to get here haha! they are and will always

be my favorite! i need to get the rest of the

seasons on dvd bc the ones i have, have

all been watched 239482394 times too many! lol

hmm..think i just found what i'll be asking for

for my birthday present..? :)

So thankful!!!!!!

I am so overwhlemingly grateful for my love!!! God has been assuring me of things lately that are blowing my mind...honestly. Ive been so happy and excited about all that He has shown me and that is to come and started hoping and stopped worrying and had this peace.....and then... then, its like Satan cant handle it. He just has to come along and throw things at me (all of which, I know God is allowing..or they wouldnt be here..He's allowing my faith to grow, and for that, I am and will be thankful:) but in the moment, these thoughts start taking over and I start worrying. Again. I am usually pretty good at helping others stay focused and on track. God just gives me the words. I love listening and helping others. But sometimes I dont seem to take my own advice...its not that I dont believe it, its just harder to focus on these truths/promises when there's a negative thing there...and its YOUR negative thing, instead of someone elses. But I try. I do always find my way back. Sometimes it takes way longer, but I get it back on track. And sometimes its a friend who helps ME. Sometimes it takes someone else helping me and giving me those words of encouragement. And tonight Chad did just that. He is always good at making me realize things in a different light. As well as making me laugh when I want to just scream and cry and run away..haha I am soooo sooo thankful for him!!!!!! I dont know where I'd be without him!! With God's help (and my family&friends on my side) I WILL overcome this 'worry monster' and stop being such a worrier! It WILL be done!! I proclaim it now, in Jesus' name!!!! :)