I am so overwhlemingly grateful for my love!!! God has been assuring me of things lately that are blowing my mind...honestly. Ive been so happy and excited about all that He has shown me and that is to come and started hoping and stopped worrying and had this peace.....and then... then, its like Satan cant handle it. He just has to come along and throw things at me (all of which, I know God is allowing..or they wouldnt be here..He's allowing my faith to grow, and for that, I am and will be thankful:) but in the moment, these thoughts start taking over and I start worrying. Again. I am usually pretty good at helping others stay focused and on track. God just gives me the words. I love listening and helping others. But sometimes I dont seem to take my own advice...its not that I dont believe it, its just harder to focus on these truths/promises when there's a negative thing there...and its YOUR negative thing, instead of someone elses. But I try. I do always find my way back. Sometimes it takes way longer, but I get it back on track. And sometimes its a friend who helps ME. Sometimes it takes someone else helping me and giving me those words of encouragement. And tonight Chad did just that. He is always good at making me realize things in a different light. As well as making me laugh when I want to just scream and cry and run away..haha I am soooo sooo thankful for him!!!!!! I dont know where I'd be without him!! With God's help (and my family&friends on my side) I WILL overcome this 'worry monster' and stop being such a worrier! It WILL be done!! I proclaim it now, in Jesus' name!!!! :)
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