End Of Me

I was the one to call the shots
Dream my dreams hard and slow
Answered only to my self
Never giving up control
Until the one day that brought me to my knees
And I would never be the same

Once upon a time the story goes
I laid it all down and let it go
To lose it all, to lose it all
It took a step of faith to say goodbye
And everything I had I left behind
To find true life
Well all I longed for I found finally
At the end of me

And now are gone those wasted days
The selfish soul the emptiness
Love had dimly been replaced
But that old life is laid to rest
And now the new me is stronger day by day
And I will never be the same

Once upon a time the story goes
I laid it all down and let it go
To lose it all, just to lose it all
I took a step of faith and said goodbye
And everything I had I left behind
To find true life
Well all I longed for I found finally
At the end of me

And like an answer to a prayer
Jesus you were there
Calling me to live, to die
to give to gain
And I'll never be the same

Oooooo
Once upon a time the story goes
I laid it all down and let it go
To lose it all, to lose it all
I took a step of faith and said goodbye
And everything I had I left behind
To find true life
Well all I longed for I found finally
At the end of me
Its the end of me

Ok so I LOOVE hearing a song you havent heard in YEARS and it completely applies to your life!! I'd forgotten all about this song. And I have finally gotten what it means to give it all up..lay it ALL down at His feet...stop trying to 'control'...and that im no longer just me..but that HE is in me! I have so many questions, so much pain/hurt, and at times Im soo stinkin confused at whats going on lol but I have NEVER felt so ALIVE!!!!! I have NO idea what God's doing or where Im going but I do know I have the only thing that I need, and this relationship w/my Savior has never been stronger!