toinght, im choosing warrior. ive learned, its a daily thing. you can say you wanna be a certain way or wanna change, but it takes more than words. sometimes its a DAILY decision/devotion/action. when i lay down my worries, cares, fears, hurts, etc at the feet of God i then feel sooo peaceful inside. but that doesnt mean its over and done with, things happen and thoughts/situations creep back in. God wants us to continually rely on Him and lay them down at His feet...and sometimes that does mean daily. ive posted on this topic a lot and i want to let everyone know tonight that its not easy. im not any different than anyone else...im not 'able to handle it better' or anything like that. it IS hard for me to trust completely and to let go of the control that i dont really even have anyway....it IS a daily (sometimes momentary) thing for me...i mess up...i loose focus...and i backslide....BUT im not giving up. i will continue to work at trusting, following and obeying my Creator...which leads to being free of the stress of WORRY! i will continue to lay it down and let God do what He does best...be GOD! we all have our 'things' that we hold onto and have a hard time giving up to God and one of my main ones is worrying. So this is me choosing yet again to be open and honest and real...and to give it ALL back to God.
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