My Verse.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

Lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him

And He will direct your paths"

-Proverbs3:5-6

Why I have such a hard time doing this I. DO. NOT. KNOW....guess its the human/sinner in me. This verse sounds so simple, yet I have the hardest time TRUSTING God for things in my life. I mean I don't come out and say "God, I don't trust you"....but I DO worry. I worry. And I doubt. And I question. Soooo many things. That is the same thing as saying to MY CREATOR that I don't trust Him enough to take care of it all LIKE HE PROMISES!! So tonight I am yet again laying things down for God to take and do as He wills. (these same exact things that I have laid down many many times..but decided along the way to grab them back up and run off holding them tightly) I don't know why that something sparks in my crazy head that I think I could actually do better with these things than the One who created me...who created everything!!! So Im freeing my hands (yet again) of questions and doubts and CONTROL (which I never really had anyway) and worry and stress and all the horrible things that come with trying to play God. I KNOW that no matter what, He loves me and will work things out the way He wants them to WHEN He wants them too. No matter how Im feeling. No matter what other ppl think/say. No matter what my circumstances are. God is God. Always. As long as I strive to follow and obey Him...His Will WILL be done!!!!! His promises never expire. Never fade. Never prove false. His promises and love edure FOREVER!!!! Praise the Lord!!! And now...Im free. Trusting, Hoping And waiting.